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new blog
Jul. 3rd, 2009 | 10:14 pm
mood: 
annoyed
oopsies, i did end up getting a MACBOOK PRO (: sweet. but yea
in other news, i wanted to inform all, if any, livejournal followers that i have moved to a new blog >> www.strawberli3.wordpress.com . so please follow me over there (: this was due to ameel dragging me over to that blog. so i'm sorry dear livejournal fellowers, but feel free to check out my blog over there (: it's still the same stuff, all about my life hardy har ...
...moves away...
in other news, i wanted to inform all, if any, livejournal followers that i have moved to a new blog >> www.strawberli3.wordpress.com . so please follow me over there (: this was due to ameel dragging me over to that blog. so i'm sorry dear livejournal fellowers, but feel free to check out my blog over there (: it's still the same stuff, all about my life hardy har ...
...moves away...
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laptop down ... blog down ...
Jun. 25th, 2009 | 07:41 pm
location: brother's room
mood: 
apathetic
... sigh . laptop has exploded. kapowey =( therefore, limited time online... so won't be on for awhile...
lately .. things i wanted to blog:
- finished the puzzle, but one piece is missing =_=. i was quite surprised actually, it took me so long, i kept saying i would do it, and yet i gave up after 1 piece.. but like one night, i was determined to finish it, and i did. or it was daytime actually.
- other news, michael jackson died, that's what my parents told me today and friends.
- still jobless. haven't heard back from the one job i applied to. lar x_x but kinda glad.. n then bed, bath and beyond isn't hiring no more. haha. hmmm wonder when indigo is opening ..
- other than that, doing a lil reading, harry potter 7 & watching some shows all the time > threshold of persona, sweetness in salt (not that attracted to it), a great way to cure, black and white. etc. yep
- also writing my story, which i'm stuck in a little rut, thinking of changing it to 3rd person, but not sure if it's necessary. and i know where i wanna go, i have a few ideas but not sure how to direct it there. hm.
- the boyfriend ... the boyfriend ... gave those ppl on vacation a recently , it was nice to hear from the best friend again ( : and to know she's been shopping for me (: thanks love !
well . that's all, won't be on for a bit, i'm out ... laptopless...
lately .. things i wanted to blog:
- finished the puzzle, but one piece is missing =_=. i was quite surprised actually, it took me so long, i kept saying i would do it, and yet i gave up after 1 piece.. but like one night, i was determined to finish it, and i did. or it was daytime actually.
- other news, michael jackson died, that's what my parents told me today and friends.
- still jobless. haven't heard back from the one job i applied to. lar x_x but kinda glad.. n then bed, bath and beyond isn't hiring no more. haha. hmmm wonder when indigo is opening ..
- other than that, doing a lil reading, harry potter 7 & watching some shows all the time > threshold of persona, sweetness in salt (not that attracted to it), a great way to cure, black and white. etc. yep
- also writing my story, which i'm stuck in a little rut, thinking of changing it to 3rd person, but not sure if it's necessary. and i know where i wanna go, i have a few ideas but not sure how to direct it there. hm.
- the boyfriend ... the boyfriend ... gave those ppl on vacation a recently , it was nice to hear from the best friend again ( : and to know she's been shopping for me (: thanks love !
well . that's all, won't be on for a bit, i'm out ... laptopless...
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just updating . . .
Jun. 15th, 2009 | 10:41 pm
location: the usual
mood: 
artistic
music: the electric fan blowing back and forth
so ... the pooh bear picture was actually from a little awhile ago, back when i could not fall asleep till 6am. n so of course, i had to play around on my camera with my poooh bear (: testing out the night function. which turned out quite nice (: hahaha.
recently, i baked a green tea chocolate cake and well. it was very heavy! and turned out pretty good. it was a bit moist and we cut it while it was still warm =/ so it don't keep it's form very well. i had one slice and i was stuffed > <. it does look a little like mould, like my ameel's brother said. haha ; mom suggested to lessen on the cocoa and more green tea taste. so we'll see, definitely will try making it again sometime.
and also recently, i went shopping with mom, and i am now switching from proactiv to estee lauder (: excited to try it out. and it costed 200 bucks. but i liked the sales lady person. yea =/ so we'll see .. how it goes
one last point, i don't get how this live journal picture posting thing works, i'm not good with like making it fit nicely... -___- any tips ?!?!
...off to write my story ...
recently, i baked a green tea chocolate cake and well. it was very heavy! and turned out pretty good. it was a bit moist and we cut it while it was still warm =/ so it don't keep it's form very well. i had one slice and i was stuffed > <. it does look a little like mould, like my ameel's brother said. haha ; mom suggested to lessen on the cocoa and more green tea taste. so we'll see, definitely will try making it again sometime.
and also recently, i went shopping with mom, and i am now switching from proactiv to estee lauder (: excited to try it out. and it costed 200 bucks. but i liked the sales lady person. yea =/ so we'll see .. how it goes
one last point, i don't get how this live journal picture posting thing works, i'm not good with like making it fit nicely... -___- any tips ?!?!
...off to write my story ...
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SYTYCD & cram fest
Jun. 11th, 2009 | 06:33 pm
location: my room
mood: aggravated
music: my brother's music playing from his room
yesterday, i watched half of "so you think you can dance", it's like only the best show ever! except for the stupid commercials -___-. and I wanna watch it today too, but dad will be home watching tv and i should really really really be studying > < or rather cramming i guess. just thought i'd jot down how crazy i am right now > < EVER GET THAT FEELING THAT YOU'VE STUDIED TOO MUCH, yea.. i don't think i really studied THAT much, but i'm just... last exam of the school year, i'm ready to just write it this very second and get it over with. i mean ill probably look back and be like "oh i should've studied harder" but ... OH WELL... i just want to pass.
nothing is going into my head, i'm reading pointless words over and over again. I HATE it when the exam material seems so common sense, yet the little things will be tested o_o . oiy. so unpredictable. yes indeed, i agree, good prof, but hard exam =/ sigh* at least there's more than 100 q's mc , that way, have a lesser chance of failing. LOL XD
....wishes self good luck ...
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avoidable arguments
Jun. 9th, 2009 | 10:47 pm
location: in my room
mood: 
tired
music: none . just silence. dad snoring x)
hm.. so .. this morning i woke up and went online to chat.. who knew this would lead to an argument >< I HATE ARGUMENTS, i'm a peace keeper yet i probably start a bunch of these by accidents, hence "avoidable arguments" cuz...
yea. i really didn't have to poke and prod the subject further.. but IT WASN'T MY FAULT! yea i know it sounds lame. but seriously ... i did what i could to keep peace yet sometimes, people are just unreasonable, but in the end of course i felt bad, and felt it's silly to get into pointless arguments like these.. so i gave in, suckered it up, and apologized. of course it took a little work to get the apology to stick. but nonetheless, it stuck in the end. Man, apologies take work nowadays =/ but all in all, just glad that i fixed that .
because if anyone read the philosophical book "The Secret" by Rhonda someone... you would know, that things like this can affect the rest of your day.. well depending what kind of attitude you use towards the situation.
but yea. my day was all good after that, just normal, typical day. got out of class early! woot >< but i was quite exhausted. N i'm feeling unhealthy, and fat, and pimples here and scratches there... just feeling a bit off =/
i felt kinda bad also for ... dad wanting to watch some show but i said nothing new yet =/ which i don't know why i said that.
but the poor guy just wants some entertainment and he'd leave us alone. i felt his atmosphere was so lonely and down and bored today =/ sorry dad. and mom was out too, so i guess that adds to the loneliness. a lonesome, bored dad. so bored, he just went to sleep really early.
and i mean ... he comes home from a tired day of work and all he's asking for is a little entertainment. i wish we had the money to afford a lil more entertainment for dad's perspectives, cuz everyone in the household is pretty satisfied.. except him. He has no interests to pursue.. well handyman, but he likes to sing too but we don't have karoake stuff. so not like he can do that. sigh*
... and tomorrow is a new day, to tackle my studying! WOOT... last week!
OH and i started my new story today (: i'm really hoping i'll like this one and that i'll be able to finish it! wish me luck (:
....hoping for a sunny day (:
yea. i really didn't have to poke and prod the subject further.. but IT WASN'T MY FAULT! yea i know it sounds lame. but seriously ... i did what i could to keep peace yet sometimes, people are just unreasonable, but in the end of course i felt bad, and felt it's silly to get into pointless arguments like these.. so i gave in, suckered it up, and apologized. of course it took a little work to get the apology to stick. but nonetheless, it stuck in the end. Man, apologies take work nowadays =/ but all in all, just glad that i fixed that .
because if anyone read the philosophical book "The Secret" by Rhonda someone... you would know, that things like this can affect the rest of your day.. well depending what kind of attitude you use towards the situation.
but yea. my day was all good after that, just normal, typical day. got out of class early! woot >< but i was quite exhausted. N i'm feeling unhealthy, and fat, and pimples here and scratches there... just feeling a bit off =/
i felt kinda bad also for ... dad wanting to watch some show but i said nothing new yet =/ which i don't know why i said that.
but the poor guy just wants some entertainment and he'd leave us alone. i felt his atmosphere was so lonely and down and bored today =/ sorry dad. and mom was out too, so i guess that adds to the loneliness. a lonesome, bored dad. so bored, he just went to sleep really early.
and i mean ... he comes home from a tired day of work and all he's asking for is a little entertainment. i wish we had the money to afford a lil more entertainment for dad's perspectives, cuz everyone in the household is pretty satisfied.. except him. He has no interests to pursue.. well handyman, but he likes to sing too but we don't have karoake stuff. so not like he can do that. sigh*
... and tomorrow is a new day, to tackle my studying! WOOT... last week!
OH and i started my new story today (: i'm really hoping i'll like this one and that i'll be able to finish it! wish me luck (:
....hoping for a sunny day (:
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cram & relax
Jun. 9th, 2009 | 12:31 am
location: in bed
mood: 
hungry
music: beautiful - christna aglieria (i know i spelled it wrong, i'm lazy to fix it)
the idea is to cram and then cram and then (: relax.
just finished reading my chapters of human sexuality and now laying in bed, ready to reward myself with an episode of "Thresholds of a persona" or something like that. It's pretty good so far!! If you're a fan of hong kong series, take it up (: i heard "rosy business" was good too.
oh i must say human sexuality is quite an interesting course, though i found the textbook a bit wordy. but the course is really interesting and i have a great prof!! love it (: i think everyone should take it!
I'm starving, but ... it's kind of late for a midnight snack or well i just don't have a habit for midnight snacks and my mom would wonder what i'm doing up so late. so i will starve till tomorrow morning.
nothing much interesting today.. just the same old edmonton rain .. "rain, stop, rain, stop --- sun!"
just finished reading my chapters of human sexuality and now laying in bed, ready to reward myself with an episode of "Thresholds of a persona" or something like that. It's pretty good so far!! If you're a fan of hong kong series, take it up (: i heard "rosy business" was good too.
oh i must say human sexuality is quite an interesting course, though i found the textbook a bit wordy. but the course is really interesting and i have a great prof!! love it (: i think everyone should take it!
I'm starving, but ... it's kind of late for a midnight snack or well i just don't have a habit for midnight snacks and my mom would wonder what i'm doing up so late. so i will starve till tomorrow morning.
nothing much interesting today.. just the same old edmonton rain .. "rain, stop, rain, stop --- sun!"
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Restless
Jun. 5th, 2009 | 03:22 am
mood: annoyed
323am in the morning, laying in bed on my itouch. Needing to go pee. Sleepy but cannot fall asleep. Restless. Sigh I hate these nights.
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goodbyes + good 2 & 1/2 hour at tim horton's
Jun. 4th, 2009 | 11:30 pm
location: in my room
mood: 
amused
music: some asian song
so yes, like the title says, i spent a good 2 and a half hour talking at tim horton's with andi who is leaving to vacation for china tomorrow morning. =( i am going to miss her so much, i practically spend everyday of my life with her, either in person, on the phone, or online! so... this is definitely sad, even though she's only gone for a month and a half. hahaha she is also my personal driver HAHA. but yes. that's what friends do.
i am so not good with goodbyes no more, i swear if i send her off to the airport, or if she gave me a hug for 2 minutes longer, i would immediately tear up, but good thing that didn't happen. I'll survive... somehow ... haha perhaps waiting for her to bring goodies back for me (: and thank goodness for cheaper long distance phone bills so i can call her up anytime, anyday!
aside from that ... our talk at tim horton's was quite an interesting one... one of those "life and future" talks haha. dreaming of the future and all the possibilities yet at the same time, the future also seems so far.
today seemed like an eventful day, maybe because i did a lot of observing and thinking. i like to people watch and think about all the little things that go on around us, it is a joy to me ~
one more note, ever get those moments where when things get "too good to be true" you start to doubt it ?
...and life goes on ...
i am so not good with goodbyes no more, i swear if i send her off to the airport, or if she gave me a hug for 2 minutes longer, i would immediately tear up, but good thing that didn't happen. I'll survive... somehow ... haha perhaps waiting for her to bring goodies back for me (: and thank goodness for cheaper long distance phone bills so i can call her up anytime, anyday!
aside from that ... our talk at tim horton's was quite an interesting one... one of those "life and future" talks haha. dreaming of the future and all the possibilities yet at the same time, the future also seems so far.
today seemed like an eventful day, maybe because i did a lot of observing and thinking. i like to people watch and think about all the little things that go on around us, it is a joy to me ~
one more note, ever get those moments where when things get "too good to be true" you start to doubt it ?
...and life goes on ...
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BBQ Fiesto
Jun. 3rd, 2009 | 08:25 pm
mood: lazy
music: now that she is gone - jj lin
with the weather warming up, what's better than a BBQ and some good ole karoake ... i sure hope elaine's super machine is fixable?! Had a little gathering last night with some good ole' friends and filled our tummies to the maximum capacity! While loading up on junk food, we found a pretzel that had a heart shape in it and i just HAD to get a picture, considering the fact that i have a "thing" for googling heart shaped weird objects (: so coming across this non-google one was joy to my eyes !
today's plans to go to the japanese garden got cancelled due to our lovely photographer being ill (get well soon ying!) we'll just sadly have to reschedule when andi gets back. T_T gonna miss andi so much, she's going to china for a month and a half (have plenty of fun andi! shop lots, stay healthy and come back with goodies!)
so due to plans being cancelled, i spent a whole day doing nothing and ended up talking 3 hours on the phone long distance with theee bf (which i got to say, was nice and somehow reassuring ... which makes things even more frustrating when i get those "moments" dammit;;)
> < tho on the other hand, 3 hours phone bill wasn't so pleasant to know when dad came home and announced that his company was closing down in january and he would be jobless =/ meaning ... getting pay as you go phones and no texting ?! hahaha
speaking of jobs ... i guess with that note, it's time to look for a job > < as soon as this human sexuality final is over =[ the job market is so crap, i'm not looking foward to the job search... not that i was really wanting to work anyway. but i guess now i have no choice; the only upside is the extra cash, some new friends, and probably the experience i guess. i guess i should use a more positive attitude towards this and get my lazy bum off the couch now ~. ~
*tries to turn over a new leaf* ~
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movie night
Jun. 1st, 2009 | 11:09 pm
mood: 
confused
Star Trek ... one word ... good movie. it's cute, short, simple and sweet. hahaha action filled too.
dinner at Lazia ... hm a lot of waiting and not too much chatting coming from one dude. but he said he was tired so yea... well it wasn't dinner exactly, just desserts and appetizers o_o who knew it could cost 70ish for 4 people. though we scored a free drink due to our "patience". sucha great day.
i'm actually currently making an entry in my diary ... and yea ...
thinking about something that i constantly think about each day .. and yet nothing changes. i go thru the same cycle everyday -- missing, but when i have it seems boring, n get fed up with the lame replies i get being a turn off almost -- and conclusion "i dunno" ..
perhaps time will tell ... i sure hope so because this will drive me nuts sooner or later and then things i probably might regret will happen just due to frustration and these actions will just be due to ... fed-upness ... yea i like to make up words ...
dinner at Lazia ... hm a lot of waiting and not too much chatting coming from one dude. but he said he was tired so yea... well it wasn't dinner exactly, just desserts and appetizers o_o who knew it could cost 70ish for 4 people. though we scored a free drink due to our "patience". sucha great day.
i'm actually currently making an entry in my diary ... and yea ...
thinking about something that i constantly think about each day .. and yet nothing changes. i go thru the same cycle everyday -- missing, but when i have it seems boring, n get fed up with the lame replies i get being a turn off almost -- and conclusion "i dunno" ..
perhaps time will tell ... i sure hope so because this will drive me nuts sooner or later and then things i probably might regret will happen just due to frustration and these actions will just be due to ... fed-upness ... yea i like to make up words ...
